Monday, Nov. 24, 2008: Sihanoukville, Cambodia

Well, here goes

I am almost done with "Cambodia: Year Zero", which is all about the Cambodian Genocide and the instruments of execution. To me, one of the most disturbing aspects of this historical revelation is the degree of nihilism in Cambodian society itself. Nihilism is the loss of belief in anything in and about your life. Cambodian nihilism played a huge to astronomical role in the execution of orders at S-21. Any person with anykind of a value system would have run away from that dark and damp hell; but not the Cambodians employees at S-21. Their main goal was to please their employer so that they would not end up in the execution line itself. In the recorded statements, there is no feeling for the things that they did to the supoosed traitors. Evereything was fantasy at this place; there was very little grounding in reality or actuality. They made up everything so that they could reationalize their atrocious behavior. It continues to be documented today that the torturors and guards feel no remorse at what they did. It is truly amazing in some of these places how the good is gone and the evil is still here. Evil, apparently will do anything to hold their ground; while the good is used as the excuse to continue
demonic or demon possessed behavior.

I was right about the feeling that some Chinese was the one responsible for training the Cambodians in the first place. The behavior of the Khymer Rouge in not Cambodian in origin, it came here from a Chinese who was in with the "Gang of Four". I, for one, think that India is a much better role model for Asians, even with the SB debacle. Indians have religion and spirituality, the only things that are going to get this part of the planet back on track to humanity. Of course, I think India should be able to reserve the option of only getting themselves out of here and to hell with the rest.

These are my thoughts for today. I only speak in little snipetts because of the inflammatory nature of my studies.